I totally fail at posting every day.

Between being sick and everything else I”ve just been blah. I don’t have anything really to say.

Other than wondering if I pushed myself too hard. I tried. Not so sure how I fit in. Never knowing what people are thinking. Not knowing what is being said or if I am being judged.

Now, wanting to withdraw again. Back to where I feel safe.

Just not sure of anything.

Have so much school work and so little time. Just want to stop and give up on it. I’m tired.